Wanderings to a Better Me

So suffice it to say I’m a little lost right now.  At the beginning of the week I seem to be too “busy” (copout) and then by Wednesday I’m like, “Well, I can’t get goin’ with lifting right now, I’m already too far thru the week.”  This logic is dumb but strong with me.  So starting next week my plan is as follows – do 2 or 3 weeks of the P90x Phase 1, take a week for recovery, and then finish the rest of the program as is.  I reeeeally don’t wanna go back to Phase 1 ’cause I’ve seen how cool and for lack of a better word, “flashy” Phase 2 is, but I think I should.  And what’ll make it different this time around I’m hoping is that I’ll finally be doing yoga in the program.  I have managed to do yoga twice this week and today for the first time I made it almost all the way thru the workout.  And it’s been awesome.  I always do this, I try yoga and then I get burned out on it and then I talk crap about how much yoga sucks only to be drawn back to it again.  So for now I’m just ridin’ my wave back to yoga until I inevitably get sick about it again.  But yeah I think doing the program all the way’ll make all the difference.

And for the record I am still a big fan of the P90X program; in terms of bodybuilding and strength training theory I think it’s spot-on, though with all things in life it’s just a matter of dedication at this point.